Monday, August 1, 2011

family tidings

Sisters in Europe, brothers are in love. What the F*&$ am I doing with my life and other stuff. I dont quite have a clue, not sure what to do. So I think I'll write a blog and think it threw. So we go through life, find purpose, a reason to survive. But when will I find mine? Don't wanna work just want to finish school but they kicked me out, so I'm not feelin to cool. Maybe one day I'll find something for me but until then I'll just learn to play serenity. Because where do you go when you just don't know? and how can you re-light your flame when it's low? why should/could/would we dream if our thoughts mean nothing? and however will we learn to control? Using your fingers to create music is the closest thing to doing magic. Why does my mind always go towards thoughts that are maddening? Putting a block in my creativity and making me blind. To the world God has made, with all its beauty and clout, shocking me out of my misery. Bringing me to a place where I belong. So I'll take a pint and maybe a shot to boot and continue this crazy life and see it through.

The Red Headed Step Child